I realized

I am:

- a coward.

- an art and film and music and literature snob.

- pretty self-centric.

- trying really hard.

- a pretty good cook and hostess.

- a nerd with budding nerd-interests.

- more liberal than my dad would want me to be.

- satisfied by hard work.

- letting time and opportunities slip away all the time.

- way tubbier than I think I am.

- really lazy.

- scared. Of little things.

- both cheap and spendy.

- jealous.

- in general, really quite happy.